I shall not tell you off infront if your face or confess all the hatred I had towards you even how happy I seen to be having tons of fun with you. I'll just keep quiet and make things so easy that it'll slowly slip away and never come back.

I hide alot and alot of my feelings just so YOU can get a better life but I can't hold anymore or you'll see the real deep inside me.I've never someone like you whom I had to laugh with you all along, but just have to shut up, control my feelings, control all the things what I want to say because if anythings happen, it will just not benefits me.So much to say,but is okay,you'll be history anyway.I wonder what I'll do if I bump into you 10 years later in a restaurant.Erm. I'll probably tell you that you got wrong person and I'll eat somewhere else.Because I don't want to have a single thing to do with you 10 years later.

I believe you're just a replacement for my entertainment.
After,you're just a rubbish to me.
I'll probably forget the things that we've been through.



Okay, so the world is praying for Japan,and of coures, most of all, everybody is praying for themselves( deep inside, they are) and thinking about things that might miss out is they were die soon.

1)Im still a virgin to iceskating,biking.I've always wanted to eat the best SUSHI in japan, or catch a fish with my hands, drinking hot coffee in spring, live ALONE in London at my own apartment(Really wish).

2)Well, I always wish to enter a talent competition.

3)I have not achieve a quater of Bill Gates or an Olsen twin.

4) I havent got my driving license, made out with a guy in club (aha.Just kidding),gotten drunk,haven't been to college and feeling imma commit sucide every single time im nearing exam.

5)I havent hit my 'expected' weight(NO! x10)

I need the world to stay alive a lil' longer, futhermore, the world needs me(laughs) for some reasons.

PS: Pls, don't so fast end the world la.Let me have fun for a while first. If really wanna end of the world, let it happen when im not home(its a bit BORING), let it be like a ......love story or some sort