I came to realize how I've wasted 15 years of my life, dragging myself through the pointless days,doing things I dont like, thinking things that always upset me, thinking bout impressing my friends......all that shit.

I feel as if all the things I've learnt these few weeks are way more than what I've learnt totaling up that 15 years.Im not syaing that I hate everthing that happened to me in the past,(some of things,yes,but not all)but I kinda think I don't need those years to have come here.

I guess,there's always something beautiful outside that I've only seen the small part. I love it since my first touch and I REALLY can't wait to open my view wider.I've been living in a jug long enough, please give me a life and its time for me to reach out.


I wake up with an empty mind,go to sleep with plenty of stories to tell. Whoever who is planning this up there...(you know who you are)(and...You are frekking Amazing and Iloveyou!(:


and HAPPY VALENTINE(: