I dont know if it's right, to keep feelings inside.Its hard to tell someone because most of them are just complaints.I don't want to be known to complain alot, to gossip alot.And sometimes, I HAVE to keep things to myself because I find it embarassing. I dont know how to react, I don't know how to tell someone but I really do. Its hard because I had to choose the things I can let go and tell someone but who? I wish someone can read me, come to me and tell me how I feel instead of me looking and searching a people for a person to talk. So most of the times, I choose to avoid, avoiding that particular place and person because I don't want to remember anything about it. And even at times, I force myself to exhaustion so I can take a long nap so that I'll wake up and pretend it never happend before.